Tuesday, August 19, 2008

< ordinary miracle >

Welcome to the world, Nashville...

I could see that Nashville's chrysalis was turning transparent yesterday... we could see the black of his wings, as well as the yellow spots. I knew it wouldn't be much longer, but I didn't anticipate his emergence during our bedtime routine. We went upstairs at 7:00pm, and when I came back to the kitchen at 7:30 pm, Nashville was out and his wings were almost fully extended. I ran outside to get him a larger stick to perch on so that he could hang upside down for a couple of hours while his wings hardened. I immediately went back upstairs and got Jacob, not wanting him to miss our little miracle.

I went for a jog with Melynda, and when I came back inside I found an empty jar. Guess who had pushed through the small hole in the foil on top of his jar?? He was flying all over the kitchen... as if he was having the most delightful time. =)
I woke Joe up and he helped me put Nashville back in his jar. I didn't want to release him without Jacob having had the chance to see him fly. So we put cheesecloth over the top of the jar and he stayed put overnight.

We loaded Nashville up in the car in search for a place to release him before school this morning. Jacob found the perfect place... the little garden in front of his school. We walked towards the garden and Jacob said, "Oh, it's the perfect place to let Nashville go... it's a butterfly garden. Look, he already has a friend here!" (this one pictured below)
And here is our special friend Nashville, in all of his beauty... free to spread his wings and fly - just as God intended.

The timing and symbolism of this event are by no means a coincidence. It's amazing to me the very unique and specific way my Father has chosen to reach out to me at this particular time in my life. He knows everything about me – my fears, my excitement, my reservation, my joy. He has graciously entrusted me as the caretaker and witness to my own little miracle. Butterflies weren't made to be stored safely in glass jars. He created them to fly out in this great big world for all to see the majesty of His creation. He has shown me that it's okay to let go... that's when the fullness of His glory is revealed.

Spread your wings and fly, my sweet boy...

8 comments:

Melynda said...

Girl, the tears are rolling. What a magnificent Father we have. Can you imagine how many millions of times he has had to utter those words - fly sweet child. How utterly moving.

Izzy said...

Thanks for making me cry. As I read this posting and look at my own little miracle I can't help but be overwhelmed. God is good!!

Mommy said...

More tears for an already tearful day. Welcome to the butterfly garden Nashville. May you fly as high as your wings will carry you. There will always be someone to catch you when you need a branch to rest. Always.

Anonymous said...

WOW! I'm speechless. Maybe you could add in a *warning--grab a tissue** comment at the beginning of the post. =)
I just know that His plan for Jacob is even more beautiful. I can't wait to watch it unfold!

Anonymous said...

OMG, so sweet. I don't think I have heard/read it said better than you did.

MGK said...

SOBBING. That's all I have to say.

Rachel Spence said...

Oh Wow! That's amazing....

Kim said...

I must say - my eyes filled with tears as well!! That is super cool!!!